Love Me But Don't Hurt Me

28 August 2011

Soulmate :DD



This girl is someone I could not lose in my life. I have no idea how am I gonna live without this sampat girl. Haha! We goes shopping together. We study together. We do sampat stuff together. We even have a blogshop of our own together. :D *She is always there whenever I needed a listener to complain or let out anything. *She is always the person who lend me her shoulder whenever I needed one to let out all my tears. *She is always the one who helped me alot whenever I am stuck in all kind of situition or even hard time. *She is always the first one who notice that I doesn't feel well or even fell sick and she will be there worrying for me and take care of me. *She is always there when I needed someone to be with me for study of even just walk around the mall. There are too many things about her.
She is Busty Leandra Lee! And I'm proud to have her as my babe. Leandra I just want you to know that you really mean alot to me although Kelvin still means more to me compared to you but I still LOVE YOU! 

Damn it!

Damn! I just Eff-ing hate my dad weih! He just love to scold me for no reasons even when I'm doing my own stuff. I just started to enjoy my only one week holiday and just in the second day he started to scolded me for random stuff. Today I'm already damn tired because of the photoshoot and now i still have to sit here and let him scold for super duper random stuff. I just finish eating my dinner and left my dishes in the basin and wanted to just go and have a look at my computer and he scolded me for leaving the dishes there for like don't know how long still doesn't want to wash. Gosh! Dad, I just left the dishes there and walked away for not even 5 mins counted damn long then what is one day? Lol! Then I nevermind lo.. But after that i thought of cooking mee for him but when he finish he asked me to wash the dishes but i was opening my fruit juice and jz wanted to have a sip so I answered him 'aaaa' but I still get scolded because daddy say i give reason. WTH! C'mon la.. I just finish my super duper stress exam and enjoying my holiday and I even fell sick but you didn't even ask bout my sick but just keep scolding, scolding, scolding and non-stop scolding. Gosh! I just don't wanna stay in this horrible place! Can someone just get me out of this place? Pretty pretty please... I swear one day when I have the chance to get out of this horrible place I sure will do. Don't you regret when it really happens! Ahhhhhhh!!!!
ps: sorry for the rudeness. I just can't stand it anymore.

25 August 2011

Wanted :D


Every woman need a pair of this in their closet.


This is the PERFECT heels for a prom.


Ohmaigosh! This is always the design of watch that I ever wanted!


This bag is so nice! *the white one is nicer* but it's sooo expensive.

But too bad the wallet that I wanted from Charles & Keith sold out le. :( I really wanted all this so badly but it is kinda impossible to happen. 

24 August 2011

It is as simple and as difficult as that


Sorry for did not make my promise again. I said that today will just be me and you but end up with leandra again. Sorry. But i hope that you really had a great day today and you will be heading to bangkok for 6days. No texting and no talking for the next 6days until my b'day party. I'll miss you! And have fun! :)
ps: dont get raped. Haha! 

iloveyou.. 

21 August 2011

Countdown to Freedom.

2 days to trial exam.
72 days to graduation.
83 days to SPM.
100 days to Freedom.

Woohoooo! :D

Trial exam is just around the corner and I'm not ready for the exam. :( Now all I can do is just study hard, really hard and put all my efforts in my studies until SPM ends. *prays* But I realized that my study table will be super messy whenever it comes to exam time and I will be kinda frustrated due to all the stress from exam. Haha! Its like having few mountains of books that will fall anytime on my table and also my cupboards that are full with sticky notes about exam. But all these will end in no time. :) In the mean time, I have also stepped down from olahraga, netball, biru, and also interact. This is also my last year to enjoy high school life with all my high school friends and leave high school with no regrets. Now I'm gonna put all my time in studies and also NO more stonning and pigging time for myself until trials finish. Bye now. ♥ 

YouGuysAreAlwaysMyBFF! ♥




Pei.Kei.Milo
since 2008

I never forget all the memories we had together. Since form 2 we are bff until now and i believe we will last long and never will end. Since form 2 we play the same sport and do almost everything together. Volleyball, olahraga, netball, we went Genting and also Bon Odori together. Although we always argue and have a lot of misunderstanding between us but I never wanted to lose you guys, any of you. Both of you will always be my BestFriendForever. Nothing will ever change the friendship from me towards you two. No one could ever replace both of your places in my heart. I will never ever forget all the memories we had been through together. Anyways thanks for everything you guys gave me, and i really mean it. You guys mean a lot to me. And I just wanna let you guys know that no matter where and what am i gonna bo or do in the future, you two are always my BFF! 

HappyTwoMonthsAnniversary! ♥


20082011
Two Months! 
I'm sorry. I know yesterday is the replacement for our anniversary but i brought leandra along. I know that you're not really okay when you said anything and asked me to decide when I asked dear can leandra come along. I also know that dear actually wanted to have some private time with me but i kinda screwed it up. I know I still owe you something, and I promise I'll make it all happen before you go Bangkok. I still remember that how I met dear in Supercamp with a hug from dear until we started to chat wall to wall on facebook, then texting until whatsapping each other almost everyday until dear asked me that question and there is when we started and i believe that those amazing days are gonna go on and on and never stops. :) I'm gonna spend my afternoon with you next wednesday and you're off to Bangkok until my b'day party. And I'll make sure that I'll put that smile on your face and make that day the best day throughout this long. Anyways, thanks for everything dear. Nothing is gonna replace you in my life and in my heart. I just want to tell you, illoveyou so much, and i really mean it, from the bottom of my heart. Happy Two Months Anniversary Dear!